Where would I be if I would not have anyone around me? – in a world of self-exploration – continuous self-acknowledgement.

When and how do you find that person , not only willing to come with you, but that person who with be in a possible - palpable situation.

Self-otherness – Attachment.

We all resist when it comes to change – somehow. Sometimes we go with it, and we enjoy it. But as peculiar as it may sound,  the times we like the idea of the change, the actual circumstances after ( and I haven’t experienced alternation yet) are disgusting.

       But could it be maybe, that when you resist to change in movement, but you do it because it’s the way you feel somehow against your will , that the transformation in evolution  is achieved?

       What is your inner universe if not taenias eating your insides and disgorging on each other in a incantation of mimetic sex?

       The morning after is killing me – and I die every time.

       What is attachment – now more than ever not just ,  I don’t believe in it , but I begin to argue with my hands – I win every time in absurdity