#28 

How many secrets can you keep? 
I think I dreamt about you last night. 
I wonder what would happen if you would listen. 
Just for once… 
Read what I express. 
Sometimes I think you’re playing a dubious game 
Sometimes I think you are just plain stupid. 
– at least stop thinking about you. 
And the reason I’m saying what I’m saying is just because I’m more than sure you won’t pay any attention. 
The king is light at mind
Screaming, vomiting… 
Resting briefly in apoplexy
Dream of life and nightmare
Last door closes at 4.am 
Nothing but a hopeful little bit of hallucination. 
You, who entered my soul early. 
Through the mouth of your eye. 
Repeating myself –
Over and Over again. 
That fucking twist in whomever’s sobriety. 
I only have one last step to make 
Towards my eternity ( ref. nihilism) 
Doing people things 
Like collecting dreams 
Turn on. 
Higher the vibration 
Lower the comprehension – because it’s always about the intuition. From this point on. 
Forward. 
After a while I saw myself smashing my imaginary friend’s head against the walls 
Of the discothèque. 
Here, there.
Loosing hair. It’s in the air. 
This slippery air.
I don’t believe that the mind is everything. I do believe we have a soul and a spirit. As far as this discussion might go, anyways. I consider love to be a large span of different emotions. - The lowest manifestation of love would be in this concern, sex. The highest manifestation of love would be compassion. Somewhere in between sex and compassion, there is the love of expectation. That is the love that couples usually have. A sort of conditional love: "I love you because you love me. And other scruples. I love you and I could not live without you (my life would not have a meaning if you are no longer with me). And I love you expecting something in return”. A very cruel way of putting it, would be that this is the love of the beggars. A compassionate person does not expect something in return. He/she is happy when one receives their love. There is another category, not responding to neither sexual stimuli or attention the way one would expect. Somewhere in the void, sharing and receiving to and from the Universe and through the Universe providing and creating, for all the people willing to receive something. One might call this a love of thankfulness. When this kind of person appears in a circumstance the energy emanated is potentially fabulous (I reckon) - The radar of this type of person is very broad, intercepting almost the full range of the love apparatus and when a similar vibration from another individual interacts with the first one - (requires a potential effort - depending of the level of sensitivity) The arabesque creature can be seen.

I don’t believe that the mind is everything. I do believe we have a soul and a spirit. As far as this discussion might go, anyways. 
I consider love to be a large span of different emotions. - The lowest manifestation of love would be in this concern, sex. The highest manifestation of love would be compassion. 
Somewhere in between sex and compassion, there is the love of expectation. 
That is the love that couples usually have. 
A sort of conditional love: 
"I love you because you love me. And other scruples. 
I love you and I could not live without you (my life would not have a meaning if you are no longer with me). And I love you expecting something in return”. 
A very cruel way of putting it, would be that this is the love of the beggars. 
A compassionate person does not expect something in return. He/she is happy when one receives their love. 

There is another category, not responding to neither sexual stimuli or attention the way one would expect. Somewhere in the void, sharing and receiving to and from the Universe and through the Universe providing and creating, for all the people willing to receive something. 
One might call this a love of thankfulness. 
When this kind of person appears in a circumstance the energy emanated is potentially fabulous (I reckon) - The radar of this type of person is very broad, intercepting almost the full range of the love apparatus and when a similar vibration from another individual interacts with the first one - (requires a potential effort - depending of the level of sensitivity) 
The arabesque creature can be seen.

I almost died today. In an almost car accident obviously. The bloke in front of me didn’t realise that he had mirrors he should check before changing from one lane to another. But that is not the point. I had an epiphany (like Rango) Would it possible that my carcass (ref. material body) is less dense like a sort of smoke or hologram and people are not able to see - or perceive me always? Yet again, I’m very sensitive to every signal or thought addressed to me directly through any kind of medium? A new kind of monsters.

I almost died today. In an almost car accident obviously. The bloke in front of me didn’t realise that he had mirrors he should check before changing from one lane to another. 
But that is not the point. 
I had an epiphany (like Rango) 
Would it possible that my carcass (ref. material body) is less dense like a sort of smoke or hologram and people are not able to see - or perceive me always? 
Yet again, I’m very sensitive to every signal or thought addressed to me directly through any kind of medium? 
A new kind of monsters.